As I Lay Living ...

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Location: tehran, tehran, Iran

Monday, November 27, 2006

Two Haikus by Basho

For those who proclaim
they’ve grown weary of children,
there are no flowers


Nothing in the cry of
cicadas suggests
they are about to die

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Knocking on heaven's door

A woman screams. I wake up. Deadly shocking. Our bus runs out of control. It is stumbling downwards, to no-one-knows-where. Yes, an accident. It's happening with this unbelievable fucking ease. Everything may finish in just a few seconds. Smashed face, broken neck, bleeding body. Which will stop my life? There is no choice. Just wait and you'll see.
The bus jumps up a couple of times. Death strikes me on the forehead. Warmth of blood. Then it crashes into something. It stops half way to fall. After pushing a seat away from my head, I can move. To get out, I have to break the window. Outside, it snows like hell and I love it as I always do! Always, always, always...
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It really happened the day before yesterday. 5 O'clock in the morning. I survived with a scar on my forehead, and with scraches and bruises on the hands, knees and back.

I've been lucky enough to meet birth and death in the recent four years. Now I'm striving to meet life. It is my last ambition.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I am nobody

I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us -- don't tell!
They'd banish us, you know.

How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!

Emily Dickinson

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

The same old fears

- You are too hesitant in making love. What's wrong with you? Are you afraid of something?
- My French is not so good.
- So what?
- I don't know how to kiss in French. Bonjour. Alaki!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Eternity

It is the eternity, she said
Then I heard an angel crying
She gave me a cup of brandy
And the key of the gateless city

The sky turned into a diamond then
And we took the lightning for a ride
I drowned into drought of her eyes
She smiled and kissed me a paradise.

Friday, November 03, 2006

American Idiot or: Da Vinci Scores Zero For Literature

Anybody can write a three-volume novel. It merely requires a complete ignorance of both life and literature.
Oscar Wilde

Oscar Wilde was a great novelist, playwrite and satyrist. I'm sure he didn't write a single line without life and literature both in mind. And the above quotation is not an exception. There are worldwide bestseller to support his statement and fortunately there is a typical example of these 'master-pieces' in every bookstore these days: Da Vinci Code.

This novel is completely ignorant about life. The detailed descriptions of well-known places, such as Louvre Museum and the streets nearby- are proposed to induce a sense of realness, an effort that is neutralized by the silly fantasies imagined to take place. Dan Brown takes a professor of religious symbology, named Langdon, from Harvard University and Sophie, a cryptographer from Royal Holloway -two bookworms in true life- and tries to put them among the best stuntmen and private detectives of the century! Holly shit! (a polite discussion about the possibility of incidents can be found here).

Although the author tries to imitate realism, the result is nothing more than an informative novel: it just abuses realism for the sake of giving information. If in symbolistic novels, the incidents are always set to imply an analogy with some certain central concepts, here -in informative novels- they are always irrelevant to the central theme of the book: Da Vinci Code is striving to make its readers aware about some controvertial subjects such as paganism and extremist Christian sects, and this is done by scattering the available pieces of information into the dialogues and monologues of an adventurous novel. What Dan Brown does is a betrayal to literature when I compare it to the courage and honesty with which, Milan Kundera inserts completely non-fiction chapters into his novels. He doesn’t want to enslave the characters to carry his historical, cultural, political or philosophical ideas. An older example is Moby Dick, where Herman Melville interrupts his story with a full-length chapter about the whales, instead of spoiling the fiction. God bless them.

But the most frustrating thing about this novel is the way the flashbacks are patched and glued into the main flow of adventures. The writer creates some unlucky guys, who have nothing to do with the person remembering them and instantly disappear after they accomplish their share in informing the reader. They cannot be called characters at all; they are nothing more than dead packages of information. Here is an example:

In chapter 20, Langdon and Sophie are in a hurry to save their lives. They have a short time left. while escaping from the emergency stairs, they have a very informative conversation about Fibonacci sequence, Tarot, pentagrams, Leonardo's Last Supper, etc. Suddenly, Langdon flashes back to Harvard and introduces a clever ‘longlegged math major’ named Stettner, who vapors out in a couple of pages and never appears again. Nobody kills him. He was fabricated just for blathering a few sentences about PHI (including how it is pronounced), that’s all.

I really missed poor Stettner and remembered the humane sympathy with which the novelists like Dostoevsky were used to treat their characters. The great novels and genuine writers are giong to fade away from the spotlight. This is the reason, they say that the literature is dead.